Thursday, April 29, 2010

The Closed Book

..seems like this already-closed-book insists to be reopened. I feel like facing the Pandora’s Box that keeps calling me. Well actually I like that book, but I don’t like the story. It’s kinda torturing the readers by promising a happy ending. However, it just acts like a human that keeps breaking promises. It makes the readers going with the flow in a peaceful river or lying down in green pastures. Damn, it’s so beautiful.

Hell yeah I’ve been there! It took long time for me to think to buy the book. Finally I decided to take it, wishing it would give me joy it had promised. But it took not a quite long time to realize that the boat I used to down to lower course of river was not strong enough to face the big stones. Moreover, there were many worms came out from the ground that made the grass looked awful. That really pissed me off. I felt like the boat and the pastures, in simply words, were not ready to be deeply enjoyed.

However, it was too late to stop reading the book. I should finish it no matter what. I cried my eyes out in every sheet of the papers. But, I don’t know why, at that time I still had faith that the book would show a word named HOPE that would strengthens the boat and purify the grass! Well, as you guess, it didn’t appear at all until the ‘Fin’ word. Those made me feel like walked bare legs in the sea shore in a hot sunny day that finally made me suffered from a heat stroke. Hence, I kept the book under a pile of useless things in an old ugly box. I promised myself that I wouldn’t open it.

Poor me.. It keeps running in and out of my mind. I feel like being a douche bag. Crap.


akhirnyaa...

kenapa judulnya 'akhirnya'?? karna sebenernya gw berencana bikin blog di blogger setelah gw memulai karir gw di suatu tempat yang sudah gw rencakanan. tapi, waktu itu tak kunjung datang.. soo.. yoweslah, gw bikin riulicious ini.
oya, kenapa gw tunggu2 sampe gw memulai karir gw? karna gw ingin mendokumentasikan apa yang gw alami selama gw di sana. dan.. gw akan berusaha menjaga kerahasiaan keeksisan blog ini (apa sih gw??) biar bebas gitu loh ngomongnya hehehe.. yaa palingan sekarang2 ini gw jarang2 nulis di sini (keknya si gitu), liat ntar aje lah.. adios!